Exactly two years ago, I was rocking Selene to sleep, she was just a tiny, fragile, toddler in my arms. It was the last time she would be as she was and I didn't know what the future held. I was praying that she would handle the pain, nausea, all of the surgeries, the chemo. I prayed she would remain my happy girl, that she would continue to smile and feel joy. Our bags were packed and lined up by the front door. Ready to check into the hospital. My heart raced with fear and anxiety.
Fast forward two years and I tucked my big girl into her bed. She is all smiles and giggles. Squirming with delight at what the immediate future holds. She handled the pain and the nausea. She didn't stop smiling or feeling joy. Our bags are packed, but they're filled with princess gowns, glow sticks and autograph books. They're lined up by the door waiting for a special ride to the airport. We are about to check into what might be one of the most magical places on earth. A place fully staffed by volunteers hoping to put a smile on these beautiful faces. To bring joy to these strong warriors and their faithful families. My heart races with excitement and gratitude.
I'll try to update during our trip for those who don't follow me on Instagram or Facebook. For those who do, I apologize in advance for blowing up your feed all week.
See ya real soon!
